kau kata.

Kau kata.

Kau kata kau tau.

Kau kata kau tak seperti itu.

Kau kata kau takkan lukakan aku.

Kau kata kau akan hilangkan duka dulu.

Tapi,

Itu apa yang kau kata.

Hanya kata-kata.

Yang tak dikota.

Kini aku terluka.

Tapi kau gembira.

Kau macam terlupa.

Hilang memori seketika.

Dia pertama,

Aku entah ke berapa,

Dia kau damba,

Aku hanya pelepas duka.

Kau rasa terhina,

Bukan aku sengaja,

Aku hanya mau meluah rasa,

Harap kau terima.

Kau,

Dan kata-kata,

Sampai sini saja,

Semoga kau bahagia. 

24th, 11.20pm

24,

It’s a number.

I like it, instead I couldn’t erase it from my calendar.

11.20, its so sweet, It make me couldn’t sleep.

24,

I don’t hate you, neither want to forget you.

The memories of 24 will always live,here.

Couldn’t stop for a dreamer.

24,

You can’t wait me until the end of the year,

You left me before december.

I cried, like I lose you forever.

24,

Do you still remember,

The date of 24.

Maybe, you just forget what is 24.

24,

24,

24,

24.

It is you.

You are the 24.

Meaningful, unforgettable.

p/s : happy 24.

dark fluffy clouds

dark fluffy clouds. hye!

fluffy, fluffy, rainy day.

it so cold make me gaze u away.

ouh. bright sun shone come today.

u mr dark fluffy clouds.

hide ur fluffy face, pass through somewhere.

chirpy,chirpy little birds,

fly,fly in the air,

u chirp a song, like no one care.

may i join u, i love ur way.

hacchuuuummm!

ouh, flu was coming yesterday.

haha. nice, u come on time.

hurm. hari ni, rasa tenang yang mendamaikan.

usai solat subuh, mengalun ayat suci Allah, mengucap syukur.

Alhamdulillah :)

like usual, i open the window in the morning.

ouhhh. i felt the cold air breeze through my window.

i stand there, say hello to the nature.

stare a while, paint a smile.

hope, today i will be fine.

and tomorrow my day will always be bright and shine ^_^

p/s : when the time comes, the moments will leave, peaceful and quietly.

the book of tomorrow.

the book of tomorrow.

hurm.

if everyone in this world have this book,

what will gonna happen?

maybe our life will not be exciting and  unfull of surprises.

people can correct all the shit things that gonna be happen.

and they dont need to think the day of tomorrow.

ouh.  life will be soooo bored!

grateful, bcoz i dont have the book of tomorrow.

grateful, u dont have it too.

life teach us to be a person, nor neither just as a human.

life is full of miracles, if u believe in Allah.

widen ur eyes, open ur mind, 

taste, feel, touch, try, and listen to the nature.

and u will feel the deepest unexplainable feelings.

which paint a consiliate smile in ur lips.

 the book of tomorrow,

only He own it.

full of secrets,

that human never know.

p/s : life is meaningful, when u learn to appreciate.

sejuk :)

uishhh, sejukkkkk! hurmm. suka feel nii. suasana lepas hujan memang best!

kalau kat blog ni boleh letak expression muka yg live da letak dah.

sebab nak tunjuk muka happy tu.

pagi tadi pun sejuk.

pagi-pagi after solat buka tingkap.

lepas tu lay on my bed, hug my bantal peluk beshaaa!

huuu. sejukkkk! sangat lena tidur ^_^

hari ni dah terlebih tidur.

pagi tadi dah tidur.

tengah hari dah tidur.

aishhhh.

ni yang tak suka bila banyak tidur ni.

haa. 

sebab malam nanti tak boleh tidur.

habis la malam nanti laying on the bed tapi mata terkebil-kebil.

bila tak boleh lelap, mula la roll on movie dulu-dulu.

habis semua drama harian datang balik kat minda.

lepas tu, jadi jiwa kacau.

hurmmm.

btw, i am soooo worry.

tu lah.

bak kata orang tua-tua,

sebelum buat apa-apa fikir dulu.

dah jadi baru nak fikir macam mana nak selesaikan kan?

haa. padan muka! *claps ur hand sambil buat muka annoying!

this week banyak kerja tertunda.

so, i want to plan my workflow again.

try to settle each work smoothly.

time ni lah nak tengok macam mana kita manage time kan.

hopefully, all the assignments done on time, kalau in time lagi bagus.

p/s : sangat rindu kat rumah! tapi this week cant go home :( huhuk.

gloomy

gloomy day.

gloomy heart.

the sorrowness fill inside.

tak tau.

tak mengerti.

ape yg ada dlm hati.

aku sayu.

aku rindu.

aku hanya mampu berteleku.

Ya Allah.

Tuhan yang satu.

Hanya Kau yang tahu.

aku lemah.

aku x mampu.

aku hanyalah aku.

tak tau kenapa. dari semalam aku sayu.

aku rasa aku akan kehilangan sesuatu.

mungkin itu hanya perasaan.

atau hanya gangguan rasa hatiku.

syukur, Allah sentiasa ada denganku.

aku masih mampu buat tak tau.

mengukir senyuman yang kaku.

berlakon seperti tiada apa yang berlaku.

aku benar-benar buntu.

hanya ibu yang ku mahu.

kerana dia sentiasa tahu.

bila puterinya merasa syahdu.

cerita lalu datang di mindaku.

menghurai rasa rindu yang membeku.

aku mahu berhenti di saat lalu.

agar tak hilang apa yang jadi milikku.

Tuhanku, maafkan aku.

bila aku tak kuat seperti selalu.

aku hanya hambamu.

yang perlu Engkau ingatkan di setiap hari hidupku.

sekilas

walau hanya sekilas

walau hanya seketika

aku tersenyum

aku gembira

terima kasih Allah

memberi aku sekelumit masa

untuk menatap wajahnya

p/s : aku rindu.