semalam . . .

semalam,
ku lihat wajah cintaku,
membuatku damai,
terbang di awangan.


semalam,
ku dengar seungkap janji,
akan setia,
bersama di sisi.


semalam,
dan semalam.
tak tinggal sesaat masa,
tanpamu ku pasti.

tapi.

 itu hanya semalam.

kini kau hilang.

menjauh menyepi.

aku sendiri.

menghitung hari.

mengharap kau kembali.

bersama mengejar angan  dan mimpi.

semalam,

wahai semalam.

kembalikan dia.

 si pemilik hati.

7.28 am,

hujan seperti merasa.

mengerti apa di hati.

sungguh aku rindu.

bukan pada kau si cinta hati.

tapi pada kau sahabat sejati.

p.s : precious time, please give me back what i have before. could u?

yes-to-morrow

yesterday i cried. lonely. fall to the ground. feel like a LOSER.

                      today.i smile.reminisce the past.welcoming the future.

tomorrow. i'll keep chasing the dreams. endeavour. passion. courages. and end as a WINNER.

no matter what happened in our life, believe Allah is always with us, guiding and loving us.

He never forget us neither to burden us with something we unable to carry on.

so, remember, everything happens for a reason :) 

 

source : http://islamic-quotes.com/page/4

grateful.

assalamualaikum.
selamat pagi ^_^




today is really a good day.
alhamdulillah. i'm still breathing :) Thanx to Allah.


unexpected.
yeah dats what i want to talk about.
UNEXPECTED!
people always say expected the unexpected.
yeah. i always do that. but, when the unexpected is realllyyyy not like what u expected its make u sad, feeling down. and the frustration growing in ur heart and mind.
really. its break ur heart.


officially, i'm doing practical in a company ,[ in bracket i'm also been hired as permanent staff ]. a big company. 
so, for sure. i expected that i'll be placed in a department thats related to my course and knowledge, but but. nope, i didnt! i doing job that doesnt need any knowledge. juz need a few skills. siyesly, i'm feel like ouh mannnn what theeee h! so for few weeks, i really try harder to adapt. adapt the environment and the everyday-need-to-do-duty. crap! i feel crap. 


i talk to my friend.
he said : its juz a beginning. its like u r climbing a hills. u start from the ground and u climb step by step until the top. mira, be optimistic. u should be grateful. juz want u to know, many people jobless out there. 


ok. JOBLESS.
a scary-dont-want-to-hear-words. nobody want to be jobless right. oh God. how ungrateful i am.
yeah. he's right. be optimistic, grab any experience as i can, learn, and prepare myself to be a good-quality-person so i could apply another challenging job. thanx dude! thanx for the words.


Allah, thanx for the opportunity You gave to me. 
You never dissapointing me. You give me a job at a good place, You give me a good result without any subject failed, You give me new friends, You give me everything. Thanx Allah :) i owe You everything. as i promised, i'll do, endeavour to be on the top. like i always think and dream of. thank you Allah :) 


p/s : setiap yang ditentukan dan dijadikan ada sebab dan hikmahnya. so juz grab it, hold on it, work on it. believe in urself and u'll get what u really want.

mereka

mereka.
sang lelaki.
yang banyak gayanya.
yang tidak ku tahu ragamnya.


mereka.
datang dan pergi dalam hidupku.
ada yang membawa gembira.
tak kurang juga duka yang pilu.


mereka.
wahai mereka.
kenapa kau tak pernah merasa.
sekelumit rasa setia untuk cinta dan bahagia.


mereka.
jangan pernah kau duga.
jangan pernah kau mencuba.
untuk mendua menyakiti dia.


mereka.
cinta wanita itu pasti.
takkan mampu didustai.
seperti engkau wahai lelaki.


mereka.
tolonglah mengerti.
jangan kau hampir mendekati.
bila kau tak pernah mahu memiliki.

p/s : people. appreciate every single things u have. dont wait until u lose it and u cant hold on it again.

aku.

aku

bukan seperti dhiya

yang mampu memendam

dan hanya berdiam.

aku

bukan seperti syifa

yang sentiasa tenang

mengukir segaris senyuman.

aku

hanya seorang perempuan

yang ada sejuta perasaan

tak siapa mampu tafsirkan.

aku

mahu melangkah laju

tinggalkan masa lalu

mencoret lembaran baru.

aku

kini hanya aku

hilang dalam mimpi sembilu

bersama memori si biru.

p/s : aku.dim&soda.

serabut.

eh, hari ni dah 10 nov !
huu, means tggl 3 hr je lg cuti nk abes :(
asgnment x buat lg !
tempat interns pun xdpt lg .
aishhh.


klw duduk rumah, siyesly, xkn bukak buku.
x sentuh laptop.
n x fikir lgsung pasal study.
dah nk abes cuti baru la terkedek-kedek nk settle sume.
ish3! ape nk jadi la dgn bdk sorg nih.


btw, i really enjoyed spend my time at home :D hee.
list-to-do hari2 kat umah adalah spt berikut ye :
 - mengemas rumah. *itu wajib!
 - makan tido, makan tido! *itu perlu. heheh
 - main game dulu2! the lion king. *main dgn penuh perasaan, bersorak mcm kat stadium! 
 - gaduh dgn adik, xpun kene buli dgn adik. *x sah klw org sebelah xdnga suare kiteorg gaduh2 ^_^Y
 - tgk movie, gelak kuat2 ~ 
 - main kejar2 satu rumah.
 - berkaraoke kat dapur sambil basuh pinggan! *basuh pinggan je, masak den x suke! 

haha. its common things dat i do everyday at home. bile kat umah, perangai x senonoh sume buat kn. xde da nk bersopan santun bagai. time kat umah la baru nmpk belang die! nk wat cmne, kat umah je ade kebebasan nk jd diri sndr kn. xyah nk jd fake, pretend u r the perfect cool person ever! hurm, sape nk tau prangai sbnr si amirah ni mcm mane, sile buat umah kat sebelah. cnfirm hari2 nmpk prngai buruk die cmne. hee :D


ouh, 7 nov 2011, kawan sy bertunang! ^_^ congratz dear :) nnt awk kawin, sy jd pengapit ye.
esok lak 11.11.11, kawan baik sy xjauh dr umah pulak akan bernikah :) tahniah awak <3 semoga awak n suami bahagia bersame sampai ke akhir hayat n di syurga. amiinn. * ouh. sy punye turn lambat lg! so makcik2, plz jgn nk tnye2 n nk rekemen kn sy dgn sape2 ye T_T time ksh. 


p/s : serabut sungguh den memikirkan mase dpn. huu. kn best klw blh jd bdk kecik jee. xyah fikir pape kn? ^_<

what woman want.

what woman want?
if a man knows what she wants,
then she will be the luckiest person ever!


what woman want?
have u try to figure it out man?
wondering n thinking what absolutely she's really need.


what woman want?
she's never can tell.
bcoz its abstract.
and man couldnt understand.


what woman want?
only she knows.
and woman always think what man wants.